tOday iS... a hOrRible to me??
i think it is...
mY fIrsT V. dAy...
yEt tHe mOst tRagIc oNe..

wEnT tO wOrk aS nOrMaL...
rUsh bAck tO hIS hOme aNd cLeaN uP hIs rOom...
wAiting fOr hIm tO rEtUrn fRom wOrk...

hE rEtUrn..
dEn i aSked hIm aBt oUr fUtUre...
rUnNing aWay iS aLL hE dO...

cOnfEsSion bEing mAde...
sLapPed tHE cRueL tRutH rIgHt aT mY fAce...
mY brOkeN hEaRt beIng sO pAinLy sTabBed...

hE tOld mE hE sTiLL mIsSeS hEr...
i fOrgIve hIm...
fIrSt Love... hOw haRd tO bE eRaSe fRom wItHin...
bUt hE sAid hE sTiLL LovEs her...

i FeLt cHeAteD...i aSked iF hE eVeR LovEd me...
hE sHaKed hIs hEaD aNd sAid:
"dUn aSk mE i'M fEeLing vEry Lost RigHt nOW"
i'm hUrt...
sO hUrt...
yOu're Lost?
dEn wHat aBt me?

i tOoK a sCisSorS aNd hAd a cUT oN mY LefT wRisT...
hE fInaLLy cAlmeD dOwn aNd tAke a LoOk aT mE...
i'm hUrt...
so hUrt...

hE sHowEd mE a LeTtEr ...
hEr rEplY tO hIm...
sHe aSked hIm tO fOrgEt her aNd tReaT mE beTter...
aNd sHE sAiD GOODBYE tO hIm...
hE cRied...
hE sAid..."i'll hAve tO gIve uP sIncE sHe's gAve uP on mE"
dEn i was tHinKin...
If sHe dOen't...
aRe you gonna dItcH me???
iS iT some kInd oF a gAme???
Am i sOme tOys sO bE pLayed wIth...
i'm hUrt...
sO hUrt...

i wIsheD i cAn LeT gO...
bUt i cAn't...
i'm so dEepLy iNto tHis aLreaDy...
tHeRe's nO rEtUrn fOr mE...
wHy dO i Love hIm so...
i wonder too...

===Lingyi===