sO LoOooOOooOOoOooOONG nVr bLog Liao
gOt cHaLet Mah...
aRandA stiLL aS bOrIn aS tHE PasT
bUT wIth tHe PS2 aNd maHjOng sEt aRouNd...
weLL iT's kInda beTteR Lah

wEnT tO bUgiS wITh YT Jo aND Kat jUZ nOw
wE eAt, sHop fOr YT's pResSie aNd tOk³...
YT and kAt tELL mE tO gO sLow
Kat kePt on teLLiN mE dAt
aT tHe rAte i'M cOntinUing
hE'll tAke mE fOr gRaNted fOR sURe
aNd fOr hEr cAsUaL rEmaRks oF
'he is sick of you'
kInda worRies me...
nO...iT rEaLLy wOrRies mE...

tHeY asK mE wHy i HaTe mY fAmiLy sO mUCh
i tOld tHem wHy
i tOld tHem wAt hAdiyanto(cousin) did to me:
splash me with hot tea,
use my toothbrush to clean aircon filter,
use scissors to unlock the door whilst i was bathing,
and many many more
i told them wat yuanita(hadiyanto's sis) did to me:
she maligned me of stealing aunt's $1000
when the money was lost in her room
she gets angry when the maid misplaced her shirt into my cabinet
my fault? ya right...
mY sIS? i dun feel lyk toking abt her
mY mUm? i sometimes wonder if she treats me as her own
i tink she only hopes i dun bring shame to her
sometimes i wonder,
why do i even exist...

dEn YT asK mE wHy i wAnt tO gEt maRrIed
iS iT fOr tHE sAke oF gEtTin oF tHis hOrRibLe pLace
i told them sort of
but of course i hope the person to take me away from this misery land
loves me with all his heart
aNd pLs dUn hAve dOubTs aBt mY feEliNz
cOz i'LL gIve yOu aLL i cAn

=soyagurl=
...trust me...