went to his house in the noon
and me start to clean his room
dust dust hair hair everywhere
muz get rid all of them
poor him always have to breathe in those dust

i miss his hugz
miss his kisses
haha...dortz...
craps yah...but well...
i miss him so...
even though i get to see him everyday
moments when his not around
time juz seems to drag past me

he said he wanna bring me go eat dinner...
his treat!
well everytime also he pay...
but today the bill is $40.20!!!
so i MUST pay half lor...
although he dun wan me to
but...stupid me go and choose wat stupid pork floss steamboat
so the very berry EX...
sigh...

wat am i feelin now?
lonely... yah lonely...
am i too dependent on him?
i hope not...
coz i fear of future
although naihao ask me not to think so far ahead...
today we split at 10pm...
very early...for me la...
he got work tml...
plus he sick somemore
sobz~

i hope i can give him my nose
den he give me his
so he no nid suffer liao
todae he asked me if i'l fall for naihao...
i feel lyk kickin him
well...i'm in the wrong too
coz i make him angry...
for 'demo-ing' too many times le...
and for not believing him dat...
i ranked first...
hmmff...i hope i am la...
but...sighz...

he keep askin me if i love him...
@!#@!$#%@#%$%#$^@$&^$&#%
of course la...
but if being asked the qns
shy to reply mah...
hmmff...

zhui jin xin li zong shi hao suan hao suan
hmmff...
hao pa hao pa
zhen de hao pa...

chaoyi told me...
"sometimes hor, dun let him know u need him that much
or he will take things for granted"
will he take me for granted?
will he?
i duno...
if he is to do so...
hmmff~~sigh...sobzz...
suan suan de gan jue you lai le...

=soyagurl=
why muz things be lyk this