I'm feelin so lost..
Still having the giddiness...
soju 27% 3 days ago...
cowboy 34% 2 night...
Scotch 47% last night...

Perhaps i should get drunk every night...
So that I need not think so much...
I dun wan to hurt anyone...
Coz I felt the pain b4...
I felt the cut b4...
I felt the coldness b4...
I felt the darkness b4...

So people I love and loved...
I wan none of them to go thru that feeling...
that torment...
I should be the last one to go thru that...
Not anyone of u...

*hugz*
to you..
and you..
and me..