hmmff...i'm heart broken...
once again...
sad...

i'm having my OP tmr...
and i tot he'll pei me for sure...
withour me asking him...
coz he took off tmr mah...
but juz to double confirm...
i asked him...

"u wan to pei me tmr?"

"hmmf..."he thinks for awhile...

"I think i want to go do some dispatch"

HURT...
my first op tmr...
i'm so afraid to face it...
more over ALONE???
what is he thinking...
was he even thinking at all...

GY...
i noe u dun read my blog anymore...
plz dun torture me...
with those words of yours...
with those tots of yours...
it's really taxing me...

===Really...Hurt===