Things are slightly better now...
i think...
i'll juz moved on...
i knew i love him...
and i knew he love me too...
juz that...
at times he juz doesn't noe how to show it to me...
he's not a normal BF...
buy flowers for u during V day...
give u a big big surprise during special occasions...
but somehow...
his love is juz there...
and it will be up to me to dig for that love...
i'll have to be strong enough...
to face this difficulty in digging for that love...

have a good 'talk' with Miss A...
felt much better now...
gurls can understand each other better perhaps...
haha...
i'll nv give up if there's still hope...
i promise...

===lingyi===