Guoyi...can you stop torturing me...
can you learn to feel for me...
can u learn to not to hurt me...
think of what i'm going thru...
You say you wanna improved and love me more...
you promise you'll spend time with me...
you promise to pay more attention to me...
but why you keep forgetting what i said...
you said you love me...
is that only what you think...
but not what you feel...
must i really let go...
must you really force me to let you go...
must you make me feel that you dun love me anymore...
even though i keep hearing you say...
'ling i miss you'...
'ling i love you'...
sometimes when i hear those sentences...
i wonder if it's really from your heart...
or you said it juz to content me for that moment...
so i'll continue to be your little kitten...
but what if one day the little kitten realised that the owner dun love her anymore...
will it turn to another owner...
or will it give up and end her journey in life...
you said you dunno how to love care and think for others...
you said u wanna learn...
i may be a ignorant kitten but...
i may not be a patient teachers...
i'm in pain rolling cryin on the floor...
you walk pass me and wash your army clothes...
and you walk pass me again to took a glass of water to drink...
even a fren will stop by and ask..
'are u ok'...
but u didn't....
issit bcoz it's me?
you said no....
coz u dunno how to care for others...
is it?

===being hurt once again===