perhaps it's better not to meet up everyday yah
coz i scared
it will become a 'must do thing' for me everyday
den wad if next time he's too busy for me
and wad if we barely see each other once per week
think i should start to train up now

todae woke up at 530am
forced myself to wake up
coz i slept at 2am
had a quick wash up
and rush down to his house
quietly enter his house...into his room
'is dat u Ling?'he asked
'so sweet so sweet!'dats wad he keep saying
hugs and kisses he gave
well i'm happy
coz...i can feel dat he is happy

todae did quite alot of maths at PP BK
with my dear piggy meiz
Yi called at 11am plus
and apologise coz he din msg or call me
to tell me dat he reached camp place safe and sound
well i told him it's alright
coz it'll soon be a habit

we did some maths marathon
and stopped at around 5pm
and start gossipin around
abt ourselves la
love life
my meiz also tell me the same thing
dun treat him so good can?
u are really over-pampering him
he will take u for granted one

hmmff~
perhaps i really treat him too good?
but...i dunno wor
juz doin wad i think i should do
and wad i can give him
juz wan to give him the best
since i'm not dat perfect with wad i am
sobz~
maybe i can make up to him
bitz by bitz in everyday life

sigh...
so headache now...
this family i'm in...
when can i change into a whole new environment...perhaps i have an irritating face yah?
dat's why everyone in the family
all give me lian se kan...
huo de hao xin ku...

=soyagurl=
...mentally exhausted...