my illness is gettin worse...
i can't stop coughing...
not dat i dun wan to eat medicine...
but i really ferget to bring to school...
and it's so bitter anyway...
bleahz...

i...somehow...feels?jealous?sad?
i duno...
goin to celebrate mUmMy's 18th b'dAe tml le...
alot people goin...
think she so lucky...
so many people celebratin for her...
it nv happens to me...
nv have that luck...
next life bah...

every yR's b'dae...
somehow's seems not so special to me...
will somehow feel happier to celebrate other's birthdae...
or...i tink is me fear to face the reality dat...
no one remembers mine bah...
esp my family members?
...*shrugz*...

this months... quite some fren got b'day...
hope they wil be happy...
mummy... hapPie b'Dae...
ChaOyi...hApPie bELatEd...


sO many things goin on lately...
zhen de hao fan...
hao lei...
*grrr*

=soyagurl=
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