lyn came over to study today
had fun...
dear got his license...
happy...yet worried...
muz have faith in him
yup...i should...
saw ben and xy and classic pool todae...
so cartoon...
destined to meet mwahaha

he left early today
sent him to bus stop...
and continue to sit there after he left
cried, but i duno why...
perhaps is...
i've to spent the night longer by myself todae...
or perhaps...
i juz dun wish him to leave me...
but he gotta work yah...
so me gotta be abit understandin yah?

i'm fallin deeper into this relationship
yet the more i'm into it
the more fear i have within me
the fear of him leavin me somedae
the fear of him gettin bored of me somedae

even if so,
i knew that i had love him with all i can
and give him the best dat i could
if ever should he leave me one dae...
maybe its FATE dat is playin upon my life...
and i'l accept the cruelty of life...
with no regrets...
coz i'm still thankful to him dat...
i was being loved by him somehow...

=soyagurl=
*~sObz~*