dear fren...
i lyk him...you noe...
you lyk him...i noe...
but...no nid to tell the whole world fer me yah...
lydat...me hen nan zuo ren de lei...
lyk duno how many million of ur fren...
noe i lyk him le...
wad i worry most...
is not how i feel...
but is how he react to those comments and remarks by his fren...
den...will he be angry bcoz of dat...?
dat's wad i worry most...
and if he feel irritated...
i may as well...
sigh...

today...berry berry de sad...
why?hmmff....lame reason...
coz din get to sit with him on the bus...
after xz left...he din change seat... i also din change seat...
everything stay stagnent...
i felt tears approaching...
but i hold it back...
if i cry bcoz of this small matter...
later he think i so... 'fan'...
perhaps i am ba...
but wait fer him so dat can go home with him...
jiu shi yao...
na duan zhan de 'jin ju li' bu shi ma?

felt so stressed...
so go jogged again...
only 2.4km...
am i slackin too much...
i think so...sIgh...
can't blame me...
i'm born with the genes i supposed...
called him 3 times today...
all fer Crossin Borders tix...
hu cares fer wat...
can hear his voice...
his breathing...
gan jue dao ta de cun zai...
me feel so xing fu already lor...
coz hearin his voice...
hao xiang he and me...
very close very close...
*sIgh*...i am thinkin too much again...
grr...

=soyagurl=
wake up!!!