my sickness is really killin me...
alot of thing happens todae...
really alot alot alot...
bowl so badly...
got gastric...nearly faint on the bus...
and den...

saw something i shouldn't see todae...
saw something dat make me tear badly...
i finally realised something todae...
and was kinda hurt...
if she dun lyk me...
why muz she pretend...

i felt so cheated...
felt so stupid...
and i am really really hurt...
no one will understand...
no one...*sobz*...

maybe i am juz over sensitive...
well but...
it'z kinda pretty obvious u see...
maybe love can juz make someone so...
...*sIgh*...

reality is cruel...
i kinda realise it few years ago...
but juz refuse to believe it...
but it slap me right on my face again...
YEP...now i realised...
REALITY is really... very cruel...

now... goin to first aid meetin...
will be a dead chore fer me...
havin to see him...
havin to see her...
wad should i do...

well to you my fren...
maybe wad u sae is true...
it is really better to be in the dark...

=soyagurl=
when can my world...be filled with rainbows...